Praise you God for how amazing you are to humanity. My day today was of no value in godly fellowship, when it comes to going to church, I had to work. Though, my desires and longings far outweigh what any church "service" can gratify. I want community, and I don't want to learn anymore, I want to live it out.
God, thank you for even when I cannot go somewhere for community, you provide it in much greater ways.
Today I was feeling guilty because I didn't go to church and I honestly didn't have a desire to really go any way. I prayed about it, and I wanted to make sure that I didn't have any unfair judgmental attitudes that prevented me. As I wrestle with my thoughts, I spent time in the Word before entering work. It's weird desiring community and not able to get it from a church structure.
God you amaze me. Today I received texts from three amazing christian women in my life who were so blown away by God's Word. Two know each other but are not even in the same area while the other barely knows the other two. They didn't plan it. The Word of God just overflowed in them and they decided to share it with me. How blessed is this wandering and wretched soul of mine.
God knows how to fill my longings. I am utterly amazed right now.
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